I needed an outlet to help me thru the end of my parent's lives. I guess that can sound a bit morbid, but it's a reality in my life right now. My parents are in the process of dying. I guess we all are in the process of dying, but you know what I mean.
My Dad is once again in the hospital. I know..what's new! He will not take care of himself and I'm beginning to wonder if he is capable of taking care of himself. He's complaining the food is horrible where he lives, yet won't look to an alternative. He chooses to not eat. DUH!! HELLO!! No wonder he is in the hospital. He was there last week too..dehydrated...
In the last few weeks I feel I am walking this journey alone. My sister has been busy..I'm struggling big time with it too..where is the balance between saving the world as missionaries and ignoring family issues. I know their work is important, but I am struggling nonetheless.
My prayer is that if I'm wrong in my thinking the Lord will change my heart.
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